Me_diators

Mediators
中间人
Listening to both sides
Calming things down
Yet
What is their true stance?
What if they have a personal side they lean more towards?

Talking to them and making sense of both judgements.
Devising up one answer to satisfy each side
A seemingly neutral stance
A seemingly beneficial stance

What is their true feelings?

Do we know where is the 50 cut.
Do we know of any lingering decimals behind.

"Childish fools"
perhaps.

赏云

赏云

好想
好想登上那一朵云
充满欢乐的未来，无限光彩
三年后我会是那样的!
十年后的我会是那那样的!!
二十年后我会是那那那样的!!!

我却留在了这朵云上
云带我
越飘越远

另一朵云出现了！

好想
好想登上这一朵云
充满新奇的未来，突破超越自己
两年后我可能是那样的！
五年后的我可能是那那样的！！

我仍然继续停留在了这朵云上
无法衡量越云的公式
云带我
越飘越远

我又看到一个云朵！

好想
好想登上那朵云
两年后我会是那样的吗？

云却带我
越飘越远

越飘越远

一年后的我会是怎么样的？

明天的我呢？

谁的战

谁的战

你们先说 
不要自寻烦恼 
不要自挖坟墓

你们也说
要打有保握的战
投资金钱容易得到援助的战

我走向
那容易得到援助的战
却确实发现 

这不是我要的 
战术 
更不是 

我要的战--
投资时间才可能得胜
的战

你们却问我
要不要回去打
我要的战

两个战 
也只能 
选择一战

万种战术
都能葬在
其中一战

却同样  
有机会胜在 
我要的一战

The type of hunger we don't sympathise with

The type of hunger we don't sympathise with

Positioning on the sun comfortably yet you
Often flatter the wind to blow surrounding clouds away.
With desires fixed on the moon though it already orbits around you, you
Embark on another season of Project Hook like you dont ever consider, that the
Rest of the stars should be given a chance to shine once too.

Who is Calculative

So I asked some friends this question:

Is the one who appears to be calculative really calculative,
or the one who perceive others to be calculative the calculative one?

Friend A
:Both?
:Because it also takes one to know one
:But it depends on circumstances

Friend D
:I think both
:Those who appear to be calculative r calculative, cause u think they r like that

:For those who perceive others to be calculative r the one who judge people n underestimate them. So they r calculative

Me: But what about those who mistaken to be calculative but actually is not? Are they still calculative?

:Nope they r not

2nd part time job ft.role model

The 1st was last year for 3 days in school bookshop with 3.5/hour (i didnt know this pay was that low until official job hunt aft olevels)

1st day of work was 8dec, after 2 days of training and i have survived until now! If nth somes up I will be working until 26jan2017 . Given that i only have a psle cert right after olevels, i realised how hard is it without a proper diploma/cert/degree for me to find a decent job during job hunts.

After starting cashiering, I realised that it is really important to do something i love as my future job so working will not just be working and earning money. This also sets me thinking if i should go jc or poly! If poly, i have a education goal and career i want to pursue, but if i go jc, i really dont know where i should go after that.. Actually i just want both alevel cert and diploma haha im so greedy and it will cost a lot. People say that results day is on 11jan and im actually quite nervous but excited at the same time.

Until now, I learnt quite a lot from cashiering. About consumers's(customers') attitude, working style of diff colleagues and superiors, and even about myself. Fajry/ Ah Far is the team leader of retail workers but i respect his leadership skills! We were checking the prices of fruits and ah far went over and talked to us even if we are in he cashiering team.

1. Ah Far asked us to stand in a line and look at the shope from the entrance and asked us, if we are the customers what is the first thing we will look out for when we enter the shop.
Yu ke and alysa said prices of fruits and i said cleanliness which turned out to be what ah far was looking for. I guess it will be how goods are organised and catergorised. For the first time i realised how diff type of apples and oranges are not placed side by side and i think this will decrease confusion among customers if fruits get messed up while choosing. putting different colours side by side seems appealing too.
Here i think Ah Far is trying to tell us that we need to put ourselves in the shoes of other people if we want to help them.

2. After realising yu ke got the resignation form he talked to us, which shocked yu ke because she was sure she took it after ah far walked pass her.
Here Ah Far seems like a great observer.

3. So after yu ke told him she wanted to resign because vv didnt allow her to take 1 week off, Ah Far told us that superiors must be understanding of their team and be attentive to the importance of team work rather than focus on  his or her own interests. so ah far advice yk to go straight to the boss if vv give no chances. I realised that if we were to work in a team, team work is really important and just like how diff departments in a supermarket work tgt--supplied food gets packed-->packed food get shelved--->shelved food get chosen--->chosen food get scanned and packed for check out.

This is certainly not all but i respect ah far as a good role model to look out for.

Also I realised what dropping chem did to me, is it myself or is it really chem but i certainly was considering resigning for the sake of health--lunch and dinner over work, or even a higher pay one (which was my goal of a pt job after olevels, to earn back math tuition fees and save up for the future)
But this stopped after i thought of how i gave up on chem and i dont want to start being a quitter after chemisery!!!