2017年8月6日

蜜糖x洗澡

用蜜糖冲凉
人生会甜吗?

头发会凌
乱。

Reasons and Excuses

Having a lot of China competitors is not an excuse to fail Chinese.

Having CCA that ends late is not an excuse to sleep late.

Having committments outside is not a reason to not have enough time to do school related work.

Having noisy birds at home is not a reason to be distracted.

Not having enough time
to read lit texts
to do math practices
to catch up with econs
to scholar for gp
to read gsc articles

is NOT a reason to procrastinate.

There is always time for everything and anything if I make the effort to find them.

Trochotollomonoo

1) Choose choose choose choose
2) Twirl twirl twirl
An increasing sense of tension forms
3) PLUCK

Pleasure.

The odds are out of me. Relief.

Repeat 1,2,3?
No--
Guilty. Beauty.

shortened threads and thinned fabric and bald openings

Bored.
<Repeat 1,2,3>

Reading.
<Repeat 1,2,3>

Stressed.
<Repeat 1,2,3.>

Pleasure.

The odds are out of me. Relief.

Repeat 1,2,3?

i am just tired or am i not

tired vs not feeling well

Weekly mundane hours
Fifth year and still a member
Tired of routine,
Mental ache struck her
so she excused herself.

Weekly mundane hours 
Fifth year and still a member
Ate something bad, felt somewhat sad
Ache stuck her to comtemplate
Whether it is physical.

Lets go on to the sixth.

Thoughts

Be who you see yourself twenty years down the road and not what others see you

We are all in the same game
Just different levels
Dealing with the same hell
Just different devils

The eyes of others our prison;
their thoughts our cages.

Is the one who appears to be calculative really calculative,
or the one who perceive others to be calculative the calculative one?

When a cliffon dough knows that it missed the colouring stage
it should just focus on the baking process

The anchor has sunken into deep sea
Along with the ship

Different people
Similar vibes
Starting all over again from
Day one
Just
Different solutions
Different reactions

Me_diators

Mediators
中间人
Listening to both sides
Calming things down
Yet
What is their true stance?
What if they have a personal side they lean more towards?

Talking to them and making sense of both judgements.
Devising up one answer to satisfy each side
A seemingly neutral stance
A seemingly beneficial stance

What is their true feelings?

Do we know where is the 50 cut.
Do we know of any lingering decimals behind.

"Childish fools"
perhaps.

2017年5月7日

赏云

赏云

好想
好想登上那一朵云
充满欢乐的未来,无限光彩
三年后我会是那样的!
十年后的我会是那那样的!!
二十年后我会是那那那样的!!!

我却留在了这朵云上
云带我
越飘越远

另一朵云出现了!

好想
好想登上这一朵云
充满新奇的未来,突破超越自己
两年后我可能是那样的!
五年后的我可能是那那样的!!

我仍然继续停留在了这朵云上
无法衡量越云的公式
云带我
越飘越远

我又看到一个云朵!

好想
好想登上那朵云
两年后我会是那样的吗?

云却带我
越飘越远

越飘越远

一年后的我会是怎么样的?

明天的我呢?

谁的战

谁的战

你们先说 
不要自寻烦恼 
不要自挖坟墓

你们也说
要打有保握的战
投资金钱容易得到援助的战

我走向
那容易得到援助的战
却确实发现 

这不是我要的 
战术 
更不是 

我要的战--
投资时间才可能得胜
的战

你们却问我
要不要回去打
我要的战

两个战 
也只能 
选择一战

万种战术
都能葬在
其中一战

却同样  
有机会胜在 
我要的一战

The type of hunger we don't sympathise with

The type of hunger we don't sympathise with

Positioning on the sun comfortably yet you
Often flatter the wind to blow surrounding clouds away.
With desires fixed on the moon though it already orbits around you, you
Embark on another season of Project Hook like you dont ever consider, that the
Rest of the stars should be given a chance to shine once too.

Who is Calculative

So I asked some friends this question:

Is the one who appears to be calculative really calculative,
or the one who perceive others to be calculative the calculative one?

Friend A
:Both?
:Because it also takes one to know one
:But it depends on circumstances

Friend D
:I think both
:Those who appear to be calculative r calculative, cause u think they r like that

:For those who perceive others to be calculative r the one who judge people n underestimate them. So they r calculative

Me: But what about those who mistaken to be calculative but actually is not? Are they still calculative?

:Nope they r not