蜜糖x洗澡

用蜜糖冲凉
人生会甜吗？

不

头发会凌
乱。

Reasons and Excuses

Having a lot of China competitors is not an excuse to fail Chinese.

Having CCA that ends late is not an excuse to sleep late.

Having committments outside is not a reason to not have enough time to do school related work.

Having noisy birds at home is not a reason to be distracted.

Not having enough time
to read lit texts
to do math practices
to catch up with econs
to scholar for gp
to read gsc articles

is NOT a reason to procrastinate.

There is always time for everything and anything if I make the effort to find them.

Trochotollomonoo

1) Choose choose choose choose
2) Twirl twirl twirl
An increasing sense of tension forms
3) PLUCK

Pleasure.

The odds are out of me. Relief.

Repeat 1,2,3?
No--
Guilty. Beauty.

shortened threads and thinned fabric and bald openings

Bored.
<Repeat 1,2,3>

Reading.
<Repeat 1,2,3>

Stressed.
<Repeat 1,2,3.>

Pleasure.

The odds are out of me. Relief.

Repeat 1,2,3?

i am just tired or am i not

tired vs not feeling well

Weekly mundane hours
Fifth year and still a member
Tired of routine,
Mental ache struck her
so she excused herself.

Weekly mundane hours 
Fifth year and still a member
Ate something bad, felt somewhat sad
Ache stuck her to comtemplate
Whether it is physical.

Lets go on to the sixth.

Thoughts

Be who you see yourself twenty years down the road and not what others see you

We are all in the same game
Just different levels
Dealing with the same hell
Just different devils

The eyes of others our prison;
their thoughts our cages.

Is the one who appears to be calculative really calculative,
or the one who perceive others to be calculative the calculative one?

When a cliffon dough knows that it missed the colouring stage
it should just focus on the baking process

The anchor has sunken into deep sea
Along with the ship

Different people
Similar vibes
Starting all over again from
Day one
Just
Different solutions
Different reactions

Me_diators

Mediators
中间人
Listening to both sides
Calming things down
Yet
What is their true stance?
What if they have a personal side they lean more towards?

Talking to them and making sense of both judgements.
Devising up one answer to satisfy each side
A seemingly neutral stance
A seemingly beneficial stance

What is their true feelings?

Do we know where is the 50 cut.
Do we know of any lingering decimals behind.

"Childish fools"
perhaps.